Gone Protected Well, im sorry to say i have to go again, yeah it really sucks to know that when she crys as i say goodbye, its my fault that she is crying. i cant wait till the day where i can wake up, go to work, and come home to see her there waiting for me. I think about what that moment will be like everyday. the moment when i know i will never have to say goodbye again and ill never have to make her cry. i know its hard for some people to understand how a relationship like this could possibly work, but when you love some and are loved by someone the way kayla and i love eachother, its impossible for it not to work. i couldnt imagine waking up next to anyone else. kayla is my everything, she is beautiful and perfect in every way. i know i have fucked up in the past and had nothing left for a future in my life, but its amazing how this sweet little girl can come into my life and change everything like i had never messed up at all. Because of her i am the happiest and luckiest guy in the world. i promise you, kayla, i will always be there for you when you need me and i will never do anything to hurt you. i love you more than anything else in the world. You have always been theere for me and i am thankful everyday for that. i cant wait for the day when i can finally say i do to the most beautiful girl in the world. And to all the immature highschool drama bitches, shut the fuck up and leave our relationship alone. -Pat ^ *Edit* Patrick wrote that for me on sunday night <3 before he had to go back to ft. lewis hes soo sweet i love him to death!^ 
*EDIT* July 28th 2006 Well i havent edited this thing in awhile cuz i stopped using xanga, but now since im using it again im going to update. For those of you who dont know me my name is kayla im 18 years Married to my soldier hes a sniper Im married to patrick we got married in april 2006 on our one year, were having a big wedding for family and friends next july im soo excited. We are now living in vilseck germany but im counting down the days till were back living in the states Im going to delete the old comments on this page, and keep checking it that way i know how just commented me and would like to be added to my list! So if you wanted to be added just leave me a commet and tell me some about yourself! I do have a myspace if you want to check that out its www.myspace.com/patricksarmygirl
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